Contrary to popular belief:

I'm complicated.
What it is one time PAC DIV.
My mind is a blood red brick house on Stone street
with thousands of rooms; blue mirrors,
the auroma of marajuana and music.
Cacoethes Scribendi. Get it tattooed on my wrist.
New Orleans native. My accent proves it all.
I am finally beggining to accept the fact that I am meant to be alone.
I am forever in the cycle of change.
I tend to treat serious situations like how I treat strangers.
I'm a starving writer and a dying phtographer.
No one will ever comprehend or understand.
When I die I want Bob Marley playing at my gravesite.
I am the rose that grew from concrete.



5.04.2010

I have a lot of things bothering me inside.
So I am going to make a list of all the things that bother me.

I HATE:

  1. When parents bitch about not telling them everything and wanting to know every single thing that occurs in my fucking life.
  2. Old sluts. Fat sluts. Sluts in general.
  3. When people play with my emotions.
  4. church going sluts. Your'e sucking up everyone at school and you LOVE the lord? SMH.
  5. Heartbreak.
  6. being controlled my authority and living in a scheduled structed setting. School, home, school home, school, home. It's BULLSHIT.
  7. The days aren't long enough and school isn't short enough.
  8. Censorship is pointless.
  9. Dress codes are for pricks.
  10. Waiting for something that should be in effect already.
  11. The smell of period. YUCK.
  12. Girls that don't groom properly.
  13. Old clothes.
  14. Leftovesr for dinner, unless it's pizza from Dominos.
  15. Having no car to escape the madness.
  16. Weak ass niggas that let you fuck em' in the ass.
  17. When you know something is wrong, and you can't do anything about it.
  18. Letting teachers have all the power in school.
  19. BULLSHIT projects at school.
  20. Seeing people with money who have their heads in their asses. Having money doesn't make you shit gold and live forever, you will die just like I will.
  21. Shitty weather. It brings us all down.
  22. Bitches that talk loud in public, do I really have to hear your entire conversation?
  23. Niggas that still wear phat farm and baggy clothes.
  24. People that don't know when to stop.
  25. The fact that this world we live in is truly fucked up.
  26. How politicians lie while smiling.
  27. How we all try to hide what's wrong with america.
  28. How 10 minutes on Facebook turns into 4 hours.
  29. When I want to see someone at this very moment but can't.
  30. Aging. Being old WILL suck.
  31. thinking about the man I'll marry is walking the earth right now and I don't know who he is.
  32. How this life is unfair and I am constanly reminded of that fact.
  33. How sometimes dreams will never come true.