I just can't put all my energy into you anymore .
I have to move on with my life and go forward .
Sitting here rejecting people because I wasn't over
you can't cut it anymore .
It felt like my hand was handcuffed to a pole .
And I saw everyone else walking , running , jumping .
But I was sitting there not going anywhere walking around and circles .
Like that day I saw you at HEB :)
I had just been thinking of the first day I met you .
And how cute and " boy next door " you were .
You were nice to me , and you were shy .
We had a nice little thing going ,
Then you broke up with me for some girl .
But I didn't sweat it because I didn't really wanna be with you
anymore either .
But you were special to me .
I even had my first real kiss with my first real boyfriend :P
Lol .
And then IDK what happened .
But after a while all those feelings came ,
And I felt overwhelmed .
I even contemplating losing my virginity to you .
I knew the sex would have been hot .
Because you're a church boy in the light .
And a absolute freak in the dark :)
But you broke my fucking heart .
And I dont play that shit .
Don't worry , I'll be your friend .
Text you every once in a while .
And you've gotta be going to college
and pursuing your dreams .
And I've gotta do the same .
I just had to type this shit .
Byeeee .
