" Live Your Lifee . "

Man so on sundayy Ramsey , Chris and I had a plan .
Ramseyy was gonna come see me .
So Ramseyy texts me at 430 and shitt .
And we get the plan readyy .
But they don't have no fucking gas .
And I got like four dollars in cash .
So then Ramseyy tells me to come outsidee .
So I go downstairs cause I knew eric would be asleep .
I just knew I wouldn't get caught .
I just knew I would be able to do it like Ferris Bueller in the movie .
Right ?
WRONG .
He wakes up .
so he's like where the fuck are you going ?
And I'm like my friend wanna see me .
And he's like go your ass back upstairs .
But then I beg .
And he doesn't say shit .
So then I go outside .
And tell Chris and shit where I'm at .
Then they pull up .
Yeeeeeeeee .

Then I get in the car and Ramseys all cute .
He had a little mohawk and everythingg .
So we chill in the car .
Then I forget the money . FML .
But before I go get it I wanted to kiss Ramseyy.
And he was frontin like he didn't want to . Lol .
But I'm a mack I always get what I want lol .
And Chris is all like ewwwww go get the money before I start cockblocking like Arnell Lmfao . Hahahahahaha .
So I go back inside and get it .
Then we go try to get gas at the conoco, but its closed .
So then eric calls and he's all like get back here now and shit .
But the gas tank is on E .
So instead of dropping me off at home like some scaryy ass hoes they went to the Krogers one on hwy 6 .
They're hardcore .
Lol .
Then Ramsohh takes my phone .
And I'm mad scared . Lol .
And he lost his debit card .
So Chris gets out the car and tries to see if he can pump gas .
Then Ramsey hops in the back seat with mee
:) :) :) :)

So then were able to get gas after Ramsey finds his debit card .
So we get the gass .
I get my phone back from Ramseyy .
Then eric calls and says I have five minutes to get home or he's snitching on mee .
And I was like noooo .
So were driving back .
Four minutes .
And Chris laughing saying , ". Damn mann Gene'aa hoeing you real bad right now . "
So I slap chris . Lol .
And Ramsey goes , " man I should have called some other hoee haha . "
and I go , " Would you really call some other hoe its okay you can tell me the truth ."
Three minutes .
And Ramseyys like no girll I'm just playingg .
And Ramseyy looks so sad .
Two minutes .
So I get sad .
Then Ramseyys like aye I wanna box your brother .
And I'm like he's 6'4 .
And him and Chris in unison yell , " We don't give a fuck we fight anybodyy ! " Lmao .
Then they drop me off .
I kiss Ramseyy .
One minute .
And I tell him I'm so sorry babyy .
And he's tryna act like hes mad and not look at me lmao .
And I kiss him againnn and again all over his pretty brown facee :)
I could kiss him all dayyyy .
Then they pull off all fast and Chris honks the horn eight timess like a asshole hahaha .

Then I go inside .
Made it right before the deadline he set .
Eric is fucking nowhere to be found .
So I'm thinking he snitched .
So I get scared , but then he pops outta nowhere .
Here's exactly what he said :
" Pull another stunt like that again and I'm gonna fucking whoop your ass "
" I don't know who the fuck you think I am, you take me to play with . Go your ass upstairs . "
So then I go upstairs .
And I beg him not to snitch .
And he tells me to shut the fuck up .
And he takes my phone tryna call Ramsey idk why because I didn't even tell him his name .
But Ramseys phonee is dead :)
Hahaha stupid ass tryna investigate .
So then he's all like who was driving .
So I say his cousinn .
And hes like what's his number .
And I'm like idk him soo idk .
So then he's like that nigga luckyy .
And I'm like shut the fuck up .
I don't actually say it thoughh .
Lol .
So then I go get in the bed .
And then I hear my mothers voicee .
And she all like wait what happened now ?

Oh no .
My fear comes true .
Eric snitched on me .
I couldn't fucking believe it .
How could he ?
After all the shit we've been through toghether .
All the shit I've done for him .
All I asked is that he didn't snitch .
And he does the ultimate hoe move .
I would have NEVER snitched on him .
Never .
No matter what I was threatened with .
No matter what he did .
I wouldve went to jail , stole , fought .
Anythingg for him .
Because he's my brother .
I wouldn't snitch on nobody really .
Cause I'm not no hoe ass nigga .
Shaking my head .
Shit is never gonna be the same between us .
That's some fucked up shit when your own blood fucks you over like this .
Over somthing that wasn't even that damn seriouss .


So then my mom tells me to come inside her room .
And she all like what happened .
So then I tell her the story .
And she like , " You know I wouldnt let you do nothing like that .
Why did you do it ?
Why you let him talk you into doing this ?
I'm dissapointed in you . "


So I answered all her questions .
" I did it because I knew you wouldn't let me go . Nobody talked me into sneaking out I wanted to . I did it because I wanted to see him . And I hadn't seen him in so long . "

So then I get oober sad because she said she was dissapointed in me .
And then she was like go in your room you're in troublee well talk about this later I'm tired .

Then my daddy calls me from my moms room and does the same thing .
So I start fake crying to end the lecturee lol .
But then he was like ,

" Stop that all that crying cause that don't mean a damn thing to me . You wasn't crying when your ass was sneaking out . " hahahaha .

So then later on in the day Eric chooses to steal my phone to call Ramseyy again .
Idk if he picked up the phone or not .
I'm convinced that Eric is trying to ruin my life .
So I'm going to cut all ties with him until this shit blows over .
He's trying to destroy me and I don't have to deal with that shit .
Why is he doing this to me ?
He just needs to pretend like I'm dead and ill just do the same .
I guess even your own family will fuck you over if it comes to that .
So now I can't trust no one .
Because I'm just gonna get fucked over or hurt .

We have dinner later and my parents tell me how wrong I was .
And my mom says how she can't trust me .
And how I can't go no where for a while .

Now I'm in my room .

Despite all this I don't regret not a damn thing I've done todayy .
I've haven't regretted anything since my lungs have drawn breath and I'm not gonna start regretting it now .

If I had to do it all over again I wouldve told eric to sleep in my bed and got dressed downstairs .
I just wanted to see my babyy Ramseyy .
And I actually didn't do anything wrong I just went go to the gas station .
But since it was 6 in the morning and I didn't ask It was badd .
But parents take shit so seriouslyyy .
And its double standard .
Because if I was a boy they wouldn't care .
But it is what it is .

They will probaly forget about this ranging from two to three weeks . Lol .
Were in the car on the way to church and they were cool , Im not being shunned or nothingg .
The only person who is gonna be shunned is Eric's weak ass .
Because if he didn't snitch on me I wouldn't even be in this predicament .
They wouldnt even know and I would be finee .
But since they do I can't go anywhere until october or this shit blows off , one of the two .
But whatever ill keep yall posted .
Now comment on this shit cause it took me like three hours to type this . Lol .