Contrary to popular belief:

I'm complicated.
What it is one time PAC DIV.
My mind is a blood red brick house on Stone street
with thousands of rooms; blue mirrors,
the auroma of marajuana and music.
Cacoethes Scribendi. Get it tattooed on my wrist.
New Orleans native. My accent proves it all.
I am finally beggining to accept the fact that I am meant to be alone.
I am forever in the cycle of change.
I tend to treat serious situations like how I treat strangers.
I'm a starving writer and a dying phtographer.
No one will ever comprehend or understand.
When I die I want Bob Marley playing at my gravesite.
I am the rose that grew from concrete.



8.20.2009

School Dazed .

Man ,
School starts in four days .
This shit is ridiculous .
Oh summer where did you run to ?

I rember the first day of freshman year .
I had on this oragne v-neck and my little boobs were
begining to make their way on the scene .
I was with Chiamaka .
Her outfit was better with mine but I didnt wanna admit it haha .
We though we were so fucking cool cause we were finally highschoolers .
We were starting to deal with a little taste of real confusion and bullshit .
Due dates that are closer than they appear ,
and the stupid teachers .
The boyfriendss .
The peer pressure lmao .


Then sophmore year came .
I shaved my head like Amber Rose that summer .
I got so much shit for getting that fade to go natural .
But NOW , all the hoes wannabe " different " . Smh .
But don't get me wrong , I respect all my new school girls who are
doing it for them and not for societyy :)

I rememeber being stared at too .
I was stared at by everyoneee .
But it was okay .
Because I never heard no shit-talking . Just stares of awee .

Now here it is .
The beginning of Junior year .
This is going to be the hardest year .
At least that is what I heard .
It's also the year when everybody start fuckingg .
But whatever , sex is the last thing on my mind .
Especially when I'm not in any kind of a relationship .
I'm still a virgin peoplee and there's nothing wrong with that .
But it's whatever .

I'm trying to figure out what to wear for the first dayy .
whatever it is it's going to be nicee .

The best parts of this summer was chilling with my niggas occasionally .
Getting my blackberry after being phone less for five months .
Getting a job at Pizza Hut .
Meeting Ramseyy , He's funny as hell :)
And getting my new Debit card .

Tomorrow I have to go to the dentist againn to get my six cavities filledand sealed .
Yes, six cavities .
All that candy I be eatingg caught up with me .
Haha .

Thanks for reading this if you did .
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